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Monday, April 14, 2008

// 8:47 PM;

ok i still have to get this off my chest, even though i 'recovered' pretty much, idk how i do that so fast i suppose its good YAY(:

today handbell was, really demoralizing and messed me up pretty much. D:
i'm the sort of person that needs motivation, and yes, maybe i need some time to get the things screwed into my head.
today, i felt like a total failure.
and i just don't feel like continuing.
but then you can't afford to be slow, yeah ok, it's my fault.
i'm super messed up now.
but because this kinda things keep happening, each time i feel so damn annoyed at myself my whole mind feels like giving up. tell me, how do i change huh?

sometimes, just a string of words is like a comforting hug,
and i really need that hug now.

anyway, today school was generally fine.
2.4km, ew. i have poor stamina, don't come and rub it in thank you very much.
i can't wait until the entire NAPFA thing is over, i rather swim, please.
NO MATHS :O
it's like once in a lifetime (and a very long time at that too) that there's no maths.
and apparently, we nearly lost our maths teacher...
SCIENCE WAS FUN, mr gabriel, don't compare us to sec1 luh. D:

im gonna buy the TKA full CD set when it comes out.
it's official :D
not to mention DCF (it's VERY official)-and damn! enrica not doing! ARGHHGHRHGRAWR.
tianqi doing SummerXSummer, omg got YUZHE and CALVIN!! but the story is damn boring luh, ohwells.

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