Saturday, September 13, 2008
// 12:03 PM;

i'm so worried about everything.
right now, i'm sick. and well something about me being sick is worrying me.
and then exams are worrying me too.

i want to turn to someone and pour everything out.
but there isn't anyone.

i've realised, how people change so much, or how people become two-faced.
maybe i'm scared.
maybe i'm paranoid.
maybe i'm jealous
maybe...

there's so many maybes.

i don't think anyone would understand,
i remember what you asked me,
well the answer to it is, no. i won't tell you.
cos you've changed, hungry for more, so even if i did tell you, you'll just brush it off.

5 more days.
and i'm worrying so much.
Bel, you should just focus on your studies. and get out of this world.

//oh, CCA records are updated. i need to find mdm audra!!! she update wrong! omg, i'm suppose to have 20++ more hours. pfft. D:<