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Saturday, November 08, 2008
// 9:18 PM;

i need to blog like omg.
i'm so pissed. you know i wanted to post a sad post and then now im filled with anger!
what the hell! never reply my sms, go and spread to people that i loathe. gosh! i loathe those two drama queens luh.
gosh.

i can't start my reflections now thanks to __________.

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yeahyeah ger my blog's dead i don't know whether should revive it.

now i think about it, what i wanted to post is not exactly for people to see. especially you never know who secretly reads your blog.
i mean, i will probably post in riddles. so many people do that. then what's the point of posting?

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are hopes meant to be dashed?
i just realised...monday is his birthday. ok it's not last minute realise, i've known it in my heart all the long. probably even counting down deep inside. but i don't know what to do, what to say. i might not even have the chance to go and pass him his present. i'm like totally expecting last minute 'no's and my hopes to be totally dashed.
and the things i want to say may be true, but everyone for sure, for sure, will think i'm being some stupid fool.

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but do you'all know what i'm scared of? what i fear deep down inside? what i turn to? what am i really thinking? what are my problems?
so many whats, and i don't think anyone knows the answers.

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